Let's count my blessings first. Because that list is so much shorter and no particular order.

• I love my boyfriend. As in I can see him in my future for the rest of my life. He makes me into such a better person. I'm more relaxed, less anxious, more complete when he's around. Sven gives me life completely. Everything good for my future comes from him ( Read more... )

Once upon a time, there was a little girl who wished with all her might to be good enough to keep, to fight for. And time and time again, she almost was - but never quite ( Read more... )

I love him more than words can say. creature-sh, though he's never on here, gives me peace and feelings of love and home. Y'all know the rarity of that. The sheer turmoil that's been my life. He makes me see things positively. I'm not as snarky (I know, right?) and I'm working on an adult relationship where I listen, compromise when necessary, and never run. ( Read more... )

I feel so much better since I disabled my OK Cupid account earlier today. I seriously couldn't deal with the stupid. If I wanted to deal with that misogyny and sexism on a daily basis, I'd just try and talk to certain hockey fans. And the one guy I didn't completely hate or loathe, turned around and blamed me for wanting to find friends first on ( Read more... )

I am overworked and underpaid ( Read more... )

I had a thought, it was rather scary. It was an epiphany about my lack of being, well, normal as it were. I read a book, oddly enough, and suddenly I had this amazing clarity. I knew. And I understood. And now I need a name ( Read more... )

Parents, you will be glad to know that kids can't love more than one parent at a time. According to my godmom's way of thinking anyway. I wanted to move closer to my bio mom, in case I need to leave and get to school and not be late but can't drop off the puppy at godmom's. That way, I have a backup, or if something happens and I'm forced to be ( Read more... )

( Never allow me think again, please. )